i feel that my world is breaking into pieces.

My life can be great if everything goes in my way.

But sadly, they don't.

I feel that things always never turn up in the way u expect.

will never beyond your expectation but is always beneath.

and sometimes it's hard to figure out what other people is thinking.

i am too wearied to conjecture.

actually i suppose to be happy.

my birthday is coming in another 2 days.

But that is not able to please me.

i am depressed.

this is wat i currently feel.

i am so stresssss.

i hope myself can see the world through rose coloured glass.

i hope my coming birthday present can cheer me up.

Okay. let's talk abt something nice today.

trev brought me a surprise today again =.=

he bought me my raspberry cheese cake.

i asked him to buy for me yesterday but he told me he was not free to go out. it's kinda late.

haha anyway. he is the reason i smile today.

actually i can hardly smile today except the time i together with trev.

and so are my bitchy babe. thanks for listening my crap XD

i am not going to sch for the coming 2 days.

i need to have a break.

for my soul and body.

i m fatigued. slump. exhausted. dead.

i am in love with ANNA SUI recently.

trev i know u are reading this =D

my favourite pic of annasui's design. actually it is a tshirt's print.

it looks so retro =D