post midyear exam drudgery party!

finally it comes to a halt!
no more studying until 4 am, no more waking up on 3 am, no more caffein overdose, no more snacking excessively, no more retail theraphy on impulse, no more dark circles under my eyes, no more eyebags, no more dull complexion, no more deadly atmosphere, and say yes to HOLIDAY! weeeee

who cares people say SPM candidates have no holiday? i oppose! in fact, we need more break. we are so damn overpressured by the overreacting adult, that why we need more space=D omg i heart holiday =D=D=D


who cares she is hotter than me? haha

let's get it started!

dont kill me. XDXD


me, my new adopted pet-mimi, zhiyong eating BBQ sausage.


taken in between the time interval when she busy eating and BBQing her mushroom.


me and mimi XDXD emo pic first attempt like fail haha.

oh ya, not forgetting..

the upcoming one =) thanks to my best girlfren =D
and yet to be revealed.
on the 19 of july perhaps?


oh ya everyone, ICSAB is having an installation day on 19 of july. do come and have fun. rest assured it will be a damn fun and enjoyable one haha.

depression often leads to...

diva necklaces

crystalized detail!

vivi inspired dresses

forever 21 dresses!

last but not least, favourite bargain.
5 for rm 10 in selected roxy outlets =)

...

i could not get any emo-er.
i am extremely emo now.
yearn for care to fill the emptiness within myself.
i think i am undergoing some kind of dark age in my life.
shop non stop to fill my emptiness.
i am longing for satisfaction.
yet seems nothing can satisfy me.
no, not even a LV. seriously i mean.
i am lack of some X factor in my life.
something important which i could rely on.
the passion to love perhaps.
i m turning into motherfuckingly depressed sometimes.
i see people can live happily like there's nothing to worry abt.
but no, that does not happen on me.
i am living in an illusion.
all the things around me seems so unreal.
i should be happy wif my life which seems so awesome, shouldn't i?

of lacy and public affair =)

hello Panda!

dilemma dilemma.

KL or singapore?
if i go kl, my a level will be one and a half year, i have my big brother there and i can live in my own nice house. i can have SHARMIN come and visit me during weekend and shop together. i can have people in taylors which i know and i am sure i wont be lost then. but nowadays kl is very dangerous. and transport is another big problem. if i choose kl, a new car is necessary, but a car means another huge sum of $$. but no car my safety is not assured. my mum suggested me go and have rich boyfriend there so i can have ppl fetch me here and there (fat hope). some more i hate my bro heavily modified car which i would definitely turn into typical kl ah lian if i ever drive it.

if i choose singapore instead, i will love the enviroment very much. if u are a reader of my blog since last year u would know tat i went sg almost every sch vacation and spent quite a long time there. i really love the place and the convenience brought by the MRT and buses there. and rest assured even if u are a girl who take mrt or buses home becoz sg is much more safer compare wif kl. and the people there would somehow motivate me to study harder through their kiasu spirit. and the education there is well-reputated and i wan to have a new place to start a new life. however, going to sg means i have to be independent in every way. i dun have my big brother there. i have to stay in rental house if i go sg. i have to cook, clean, do laundry, take buses and mrt everyday all by MYSELF. and i hardly could meet my frens and parents here. so damn ke lian i will be. and the a level course will be 2 years. and i scare i could not catch up their syllabus. how?

i have to make decision in these few days becoz if i decided to go sg, i will have to take an exam which cost a bomb on the 12th of june. the closing date for registration is 22 of may. which is just around the corner. nah i cant be indecisive anymore =(