i m in perfect guilty.

i love being spoilt. i do love the feeling so much. but sometimes i feel that i am kinda overspoilt. my shopaholic self prompt me to be so overspending. i know. life is getting much more boring after the school had started. i love holiday. omg still got two months to go. damn. XD XD

i went to Ladies' street today. new arrival ! omg the shirt there is so cute and damn cheap ! haha i cant stop myself from buying. thanks sweetie for contributing XD i bought four tops and bler. there were only rm120 altogether XD i was so transfixed when i saw the price labelled on the clothes there.

blah. i am going to get some others nice clothes from ayumi tomorrow =) Grinning XD

i only take the photos of two of them. the another two arent so photogenic. X)

oh i am so bad i can die. i feel bad that keep spending his money. but still i cant control myself =(

plus a self-obsessed picture XD

mentally released.

i was like so depressed yesterday.
was like so dark, like, brooding and thought my life was like never-go-out-in-the-sunlight-my-life-is-a-black-hole-of-depression. but now i am like driving-around-in-the-car-putting-on-lip-gloss-with-the-top-down-loving-life. haha. kinda long i know. X) my mood may alter day by day. perhaps i will shout to the hell for the following days as parent's day is coming=X

Guess what. i saw the shameless slut today at my sch. definately, we study in the same school. no one was talking with her just now. Therefore, she is not into be friend with chinese girl now. instead of that, she is now in the bunch of malaygirl. and she tried to brownnose the malaygirl. wat a fuckin brownnoser. haha. i think she could wear a scarf to cover her head. she is so isolated by all the chinese. she tried to talk with me, but i am so not that kind of girl that with brimful compassion and philanthropy. quite the opposite, i am mean. XD

okay. i have to come to an idea to deal with the coming parent's day. perhaps i MUST. okay. letting the teacher to meet my mom is definately a no-no. i have been thinking for a solution which may works. ultimately a light of realization dawned in my eyes X) maybe i can ask my brother or my piano teacher to take my report card for me X)

mom bought me a jeans today =D so happy X) hoho. i think i could fit it well. it's like a pencil cut. and i am looking so bootylicious in it. whoa. XD haha i know i am fat and gross. but i have my own style. shut your pieholes up if u are going to insult me, losers XD u are so pathetic. okay. there are body parts i wan to change, but i try to focus on what i like-- my womanly shape, my waist, instead of comparing myself with others. X) yeah. double whoa. XD

i got my results today. for my past trial. i got full A-pple XD
i know. someone is going to reward me XD maybe another MNG? XD

FUCK

okay. only word to describe my current mood now. FUCK. sch is going to reopen TOMORROW !! ohmygod. i cant imagine i have to wake up at 6 in the morning for the following weekday. OMG. die man. i some more cannot have late night chat on the phone wit trev =( that's the saddest part. and i dun have enough time to hang out with my fellow dudes. =(
i didnt even go out for a single time with jingqin for this going-to-end holiday. omg.

i have to busy and stress on my homework and studies. PMR is coming. and my Malay and Chinese are still a mess. my Chinese is getting poorer and poorer. haiz. i thought my chinese was so pro during primary. but now. i have become a amateur. pro no more. XD

PMR is like screwing up everthings in my life. i am so dead beat for every single day. i will be like a lemon in a juice press. it is like a catastrophe. and it's existance is so uncomprehending. what's the point we study malay? will it be applicable and accessible in our future? definately not. ain't it?

trouble is brewing. disaster is brewing. everything bad starts to brew now. and i am dying.
=( =( =(
still got lots of time to go b4 i can leave this pig's country =(
i need to drop this pessimistic stuff. let's talk abt something nice =)

finally sweetie open his webcam and let me see his pig's face. haha so damn cute and girly. so funny when he tried to act like a guy coz he failed everytime when he was trying to. XDXD and finally he showed me his nitnit. so cute and lesbianish XD haha. he went to cut his hair today. omg his hair turned out to be so normal. i think his hair is quite diff from others last time. but now it looks like so common. =( so sad. luckily he still keeps his sideburn XD

so. i end my fuckin post here.=) with a dazzling smile =D

duh =.=

i didnt buy anything for such a long time. finally i bought a necklace today. just a simple white colour ball necklace XD. sweetie bought me XD i also bought ahswan's polka dot stuff XD haha. went to ayumi but didnt see any nice stuff =( so sad. stupid sweetie went to 7-11 didnt jio me. haha. i was so bored in the tuition. all my fren was absent.

feeling so speechless and wordless today. end.

babe with spec XD

yesterday was like a tired sheep after a long day's graze. therefore i didnt blog for yesterday. for yesterday. i went to michelle's house and fetched her to my house. we got everything ready in my mansion and after that trev came and fetched us. we went to SANGA to have our lunch. Pat said it's nice. i ordered alot of thing. for my sweetie XD tris and ryan was with us too. 2 against one XD fight. XD as usual, sweetie was raped by me with food. shopping wasnt carried out as expected. omg. how much did u bribe michelle with, sweetie ?



then we had tuition at Excel. sweetie had a minor road accident. and sorry for being so unreasonable. u know. i didnt mean it. i am really a bad girlfren. i know. i am always so mean.
but i do care abt u. i will try to change. and i hope that u will be frank to me. we need to be frank to each other. like everything, starting a relationship is easy but is tought to maintaining it. i hope our relationship can be like, for life. he's my everything.



anyway. i found out something amusing abt sweetie yesterday. something abt his "nik-nik". hoho. so funny. with flower prints and so girl inspired XD. sometimes i feel like im a lesbian and i fall in love with a girl. XDXD damn u. BUG's LIFE.



for today. i cleaned up my room. it was a big project. it was totally messy like a after-war scene. but now it's clean and neat like heaven XD my accessories is all so well-arranged and i could find it easily. thanks babe for motivating me to clean up my room XD she is going to face her exam soon. and so does swan. i am crossing my finger for both of the hotties =)



abt the title. babe with spec. yea. i am with spec now. definately not always. i am so not used to wear spec =.= initially i decided to buy a Christian Dior one. but it's 600++. killing man. i had tried on some esprit, mambo and levis one. but no one suits my face. so at last i bought a Tooinch one. i have no fate with branded one =.= so sad.

mesmerizing? puke. XD

i was like doing my Kh folio for the whole day. ultimately i've done.

my life is so damn fuckin suckin boring. without my hottie babe XD

i was so shocked to hear tat she was back to muar. and i am so delighted ! XDXDXD

finally she's back XD

it's been a donkey's year since the last time i take self-obsessed picture. seriously. it's a long time.

pictures do tell a thousand words XD

and this is wat i'm goin to tell :

i am bored. =X

i even take pix with my laptop. stupid me =X

here comes kaigee the hotty XD

this is how kaigee describes me:
"she's a fun and lovely gal, someone i've known for life. with her company and support, my world has been pretty much coloured and occupied. everything about us should be written down in history. i'm a bitch-lover and u know wat to say"

love u, bitch XD

=D=D=D

by the way. sweetie attended a wedding dinner this afternoon. he saw his princess there XD miss malaysia sumore XDXDXD

for myself.

i did nothing today. erm. actually is nothing for me to do today.
i really found nothing can do =X except sleep and eat. again i become a swine XD

i have done a questionnaire for myself. just for myself XD

Name: paris weixian, tan XD (paris?)

age : freaky fifteen

birthday : 17 may

location: teeny-weeny cute little town, MU*R

status: i am engaged for the moment XD

your favourite food: Rocky Glico, Gummi choco, mint chocolate chips icecream from baskin robbins, raspberry cheese cake from secret recipe, chocolate. ( i cant resist the sweetness attraction ! i am an ant XD)

your favourite music : i am glued on love songs currently. i am in love XD

your favourite all-of-the-kind : fashion. of course XD

your favourite brand: MNG, FCUK, topshop, XOXO. i am not that kind of person who really crazy abt a certain brand ( MNG excluded). i just buy and wear what i like, even it's not branded. atleast it's not ahlian-inspired one XD

u shop at?: mostly the boutiques at mu*r. my hometown XD u can find cute clothes with low price at here actually, and yet i will shop in MNG or some designer boutique once in a while.

your ambition : become a fashion icon. a popstar which can sing witha great voice. or become a fashion designer who own a clothing line. a trendsetter XD

your cant-live-without accessories: hairband currently. it may alter frequently. hairband is a bless for bad hair day! moreover baby says i look cute in hairband XD

your dream item : Gucci monogram bag. it can look well in any outfit !

your clothing style : i dress in a different way according to my mood on the day. but i only wear skirt and dress on special occasion XD i can hardly catogorized myself in a certain style, but undeniable it's always up to date *wink* XD

i was like a tomboy. i am not into girly stuff. but as u get older u start dressing differently and doing things differently with your hair. iwas such a tomboy. i wore my hair the same everyday. barely care about my skin. and now i love clothes. i love cosmetics. i am so girly, it's not even funny XD

*about my fren*

your devoted fren : kaigee, jingqin, ryan. we are frens for life.

how u meet all of them? : we used to be good frens since primary sch. our relationship become even closer when it comes to secondary school.

how would your best fren describe u? :
jingqin- " very pretty girl. the girl who always make me laugh. who will always share her things with me. who will never forget about me. i love her very much... huh. dude for life =). but sometimes very bad temper, will scold anyone she dont like except me! Ha! not much bad things abt her. majority is good de =) "

ryan-" sometimes high-handed, mean, headstrong. but kinda pretty and joker. amiable and is a good person to be with. sometimes will do many stupid things which make us laugh XD kinda toot. shop and splurge like hell XD i can never forget about her XD love her.

kaigee's comment is left out for the moment becoz she is busy with her stuff currently. =(

how u describe your best frens?:

jingqin: firstly he is a damn nice person for me. not forget to mention he is my godbro. XD but we use to call each other dude nowadays XD undoubtedly he cares abt me in every way. he is always so amusing. like to joke and do something funny which will make me laugh like hell.XD he is really important for me. i love him =D

ryan: omg. this guy drives me crazy. u can find yourself laughing every second when u talking with him. he really does cheer me up. a very cheerful and humour fren XD got some affair with kaigee XD maybe insanity affair? XD and we are eleventh hour partner XD study at the eleventh hour during exam XD i love him too XD

kaigee: she is my best girlfren. my life couldnt be so rock without her XD she is so stylish and pretty. she is gorgeous and we are the simple life partner XD the par and the nic for life XD she gives me a shoulder to cry on whenever i need. she is so understanding. we interested in diff kinds of things. but we are still the best for each other XD

me with kaigee and jingqin had gone through some misunderstand before. some doublecrosser did that. but everything is fine now. we are best fren for now. and ryan too XD

u will never make frens with: doublecrosser. omg i damn fucking hate them. they are sucks. actually most ppl around us are pretentious, hypocrite and so caught up in what everybody thinks. i am just a chill person. i am kinda naive and i m not scheming actually. when sometimes i meet ppl here and i m just like, Helloooo? it's hard to meet people here who really treat u truely. i mean, i do know a million people, but i'd never tell them my secrets. i only ever have a few best frens.

i always hope that we will not be apart forever. all my dudes XD i think we should go australia together XD

*about my love*

okay. i had experienced in a few relationship b4 i meet my current, or maybe my love for life XD
i was feel like i was always the unlucky one in love. i was always met the wrong guy in the wrong time and wrong place and wrong situation. i had swear to myself that i wont have any boyfren b4 i finish my studies in malaysia.
But quite the opposite. i feel like i am the luckiest and happiest girl in the world XD
i have met SOMEONE.
we used to be MSN frens years ago. we seldom met each other and we wouldnt talk even we met. we were just sort of fren like know each other existence. and like fren's fren.
but we could talk and crap alot on msn. just like good buddies XD
our relationship was getting closer during the beggining of the year. after that we ended up became couple. as everyone expected XD thanks God i am not so passive and shy, if not i think our relationship would never start XD

how u describe him: he is just a shy and passive little boy XD he looks like girl. i think he is quite a cute and hot guy sometimes. he is kinda self obssesed. he loves to look at mirror. he is kinda cute with his just woke up voice XD he is just too nice to me. he will never say no to watever i wan. he buys me watever i wan. he will adore me and cheer me up whenever i sad and low spirited. but i hate the evil him XD he will be nicer if he reduce his shyness and passiveness XD
after all i am proud of him XD i love him. i love Trevor. big dick bastard ! XD

how he describes u: she is a kinky girl who likes to joke alot.. call me everyday when i need her.. very fashionable and she is 1 in 6 billion.. Pretty girl with a cute smile, Never keep secret from me, and like to splurge lol. but i feel comfortable with her. very adorable. i love her. without her, i am nobody. We have a long conversation evernight which makes me the luckiest guy living. but she is very MEAN sumtimes. Get very Excited when entering a Shopping Mall. very unreasonable sometimes. and she thinks she can spend like Paris Hilton does. but i love her very much. she is a hot sexyy bitch XD SHE'S MINE

what was dating liker before Trevor? : I mean. You know what it's like when u're in highschool and u have a new boyfriend every week. it's all confusing. i've only had a couple of serious relationships. i haven't gone through the whole dating thing. but all the thing is so fine for me when i am dating trevor.

i will wed SOMEONE beneath a crystal chandelier and four-post gazebo covered in whtie roses with a 3 carat diamond ring from Bvlgari. hope my dream will come true XD



lastly. i feel myself have a very positive outlook, and i like to share my knowledge. i could never learn something from sch. what i had learned after all are all from the life experiences. i've never been very book-smart. i hated reading and i hated school. but i know alot formy age. everything iknow i could never have learned on a chalkboard. i'm complicated yet kinky. XD

PEACE for me XD and too all the ppl i love XD