this is wad they say

Great mind thinks alike.


bought this like 1 month ago. never worn b4 haha

i m in complete disappointment

i seriously dunno why. i have a miraculously precise sixth sense. u may think it's a bless, i thought so. on the contrary, i find it actually a curse to me. i read through ppl mind so easily. i see throught a lie and reveal it like a piece of cake. maybe i was so naive, used to be gullible and was cheated over and over again. then i started to be suspecious, have no faith in people, scrutinize each movement and putting on fake smile on my face. i really hope that i can be a bit more dumb, so that i dun have to face the cruel fact which tear me into pieces. i hope i can have fren who trust and care. i dun wan to be suspicious anymore. it's very tiring. very very tiring. when time comes to putting on fake smile is even a neccessary to your family members, u know something wrong is brewing silently in your life. i dun wan this. i wanna leave here. i wanna a new way of living.

=(

Big day for u=D

finally it comes to an end. 5 years of interacting really opens my eyes.



belated bday celebration.


candid.


she is waiting for food, very desperately.


she is very happy, upon seeing the food. sharing her joy with edwin. he laughed at her.


she eats


and eats.

hehe did it out of boredom.

for those who concerned

when i walked to the class, i murmured in my heart "u could not lose your temper. u could not raise your voice no matter wad, u shud stay calm as she will probably stay cooler with u than others. u could not quarrel over this tiny matter and ruin it all."

i tried to stay as calm as i could. as cool as i could. but your ignorence and disrespectness really drive me to the edge. u treated me like a nuisance. and touching my limit. walked off like u never care and head high like u never see. on the way to my class, i was on the verge of bursting into tears but it's swallowed and perfectly concealed. i told myself i could not cry. my position could not allow me to do so. i must have pride. i just acted like i m furious, cursed u to no end and acted like nothing happened. but the scene haunted me for days and your absence really make a difference in my life. i know u were so devoured by rage and lose your head. i just could not accept the fact that u could treat me like this, just for a trophy. i tried to compromise but to no avail. i could not face u as i dun wan to lead to another arguement. deep down in my heart i know tats always someone who wants to see us end up like this.

i still remember when we were in form 1. we used to make promises like we could not quarrel nor squabble nor wrangle even if we are in a rivalry school or situation. maybe we alreaedy predicted how the days will come. how smart we are right? and people like to compare between us, tried their utmost effort to make our relationship crumble. but out frenship withstand the obstacles and stay still, and evn better after that. i could not deny that my heart hurts and shivered whenever i think abt this, especially this few days. i dun care if ppl see me as a loser

we are equally tough, aggressive, competitive. therefore none of us should blame each other. we used to give way to each other but not this time. perhaps it's time for us to calm down for a while, but not the end. 9 years of friendship could not end so easily.



by par.

i am even happier today =D

yeah. finally all the things come to an end=D
i am really shocked and satisfied wif the result.
i tot we might get the last. but we actually emerged as 1st runner up wor!
such a great surprise to me. i seized the opportunity to ask mr.anba and he said our display is nice and informative. maybe we lose at decoration?
i dun really bother much abt it lar.
i just feel sad for jingqin that he paid so much effort in it yet got consolation prize.
and the sas improved alot i must say. and their presentation, mr anba said is "unbeatable" wor.
lastly convent, which is the most mesmerizing one i think. they did well in those decoration u know. shana really such a nice person who shared her honour wif irrelevant person=.= she is really nice lar despite she is good in sharing.
i dun expect anyone to mimic pnnoraini so well. but kai rou u did it! u are such a supergirl. haha. i really shouted like crazy girl today. so hope everyone can lose your memory selectively huhu.



with ruo han the 38 one. she really had the spotlight. =D

never ever step on my tail or i willl step on your hole. =D

i'm so happy today =D

i am so happy as we finally finish the exhibition. woohoo.
i love kairou as she performed so damn well
and SAS really impressed me.
i love the building that convent had made. shana really did damn well!
and i salute jingqin for having such a great idea to make full use of the bamboo.
woohoo i love all of them. just a lil disappointed is the front part of the exibition which the rotarians really bored by the explaination i think. but it's ok. at least we do it with pride and wee look high =D

WU day can really be considered as friendship day for me haha. i met lots of primary school fren der and was really having a great time=D WU day makes me feel like i am turning bac the time. hehe. and also able to see thru the good and the bad. the true and the fake. i am really looking forward to the closing ceremony tomorrow. woohoo.
the best part is i met yuanyeeh and peisi today who always we ponteng together. talking with them really can make u laugh until tear. nothing is funnier than gossiping and having a common enemy.haha. and yuan yeeh looks great on honey-tanned skin, i swear!

why so serious? haha

"eh, muka kau macam agnes monica la!"
"hai! agnes monica"
lately, i was greeted by comments like this
my malay classmate is kinda crazy over me recently. they are saying the me, and agnes monica are two pods in a pea. and they are quite excited about it and promoting it to their friends. as a result, lots and lots of whispering and ears-bitting when malays walked by me. i am not resent being same with Agnes monica as she is hot haha.
FYI, she is frm indonesia. an Indonesian pop princess, not maid =.=

i swear u will never wan to read blog post like : i backed from school today at 2:00 and missed my lunch and go and sleep till 6 and had dinner and went tuition and sleep cursed teachers for giving so much homework and never-ending kerja kursus. despite all the retail theraphy i had for the past weeks, my life is DULL =( tat's the reason i was not blogging. but soon i realized a comforting fact is i actually have readers, i have blog readers who urge me to blog. very bizzare but i have to believe. =D the tribulation of modern age teenager: too much things to do but too limited time =(


this was how my valentine day was. no chocolate no teddys no flowers, as i am not those girl-in-love stereotype. my only love is chocolate among the 3. my obsessed guilty pleasure. on the contrary, i got a limited edition eyeshadow from majorlica mojorca and six pieces of limited edition Ferrero. =D=D

yesterday was sharmin birthday. she described her sweet sixteen as a 'sour' one becoz she was ordered by her english teacher to copy ten times her homework for not doing the homework given early in the morning. =.= wad a great adjective she used. we spent the day hanging out in midvalley and savouring carbonara pasta wih Duck Confit and orea smoothies in the cozy Delicious. will post the pic soon =D