reasons i had been neglecting my blog

i dun do this in purpose. i have huge interest and great passion for my personal blog. i want a fancy and self-customized header, i want a very urban chic bloggie page. i want myself to ditch my hard core procastination and blog at least once a week. i want to shower my readers with flattering word and articles. i wan juicy picture and gossip and even tabloid trash.all i want is to be a consistent blogger.


but i end up neglecting it for like 3 weeks already. 3 bloody weeks without any sign of living on my blog.


okay. here comes the reasons. i have mountain-like pile of homework waiting to be completed, i have club meeting very frequently. i have many projects to deal with and countless fashion dilemma to handle with (during cny wtf). i have to rush here and there to find a compatible colour tone of extension for my hair. i have to sometimes be a consultant (for like wad clothes she is going to wear for parents meeting =.=) for my dear fren min. all kinds of errand i have to cope is like making me a lemon is a juice press. and dance training is coming soon. i wish i have 36 hours per day.


i have plenty of new year pics actually, jus waiting for panda jules to upload for me. so see ya very soon =D

if i only have one day to live

i will make it living with u =)

now i see, or even foresee, wad true love is.
no matter in any form. ppl who love u will always by your side and suppport u.

countless chances were given.
but someone seems to take it for granted.
it's a new year. a new 2009. the 3rd year.
of all the quarrel and arguement,
it's already the past.
wat's we crave is now and future.
but is that enough time for us
to spend our present time and future together.
i am wondering, doubting.
positive always go wif negative.
and negative will never go wif negative.
it's a science, a logic, a common sense, a general knowledge.
when it starts turning blue,
u cant change the fact.
wat u can do is to save it from fading away.
never try never know.
wad should i do now?
confusion. confusion. confusion.

the last moment of 2008 =D

chillin out in sharmin place and spent our last few hours of 2008 playing mahjong, singing, chatting, and gossip haha.
weisheng won damn alot lar!
when 2009 arrived, we were screaming and shrieking so loud until the opposite shop house ppl stared at us. haha