dilemma dilemma.

KL or singapore?
if i go kl, my a level will be one and a half year, i have my big brother there and i can live in my own nice house. i can have SHARMIN come and visit me during weekend and shop together. i can have people in taylors which i know and i am sure i wont be lost then. but nowadays kl is very dangerous. and transport is another big problem. if i choose kl, a new car is necessary, but a car means another huge sum of $$. but no car my safety is not assured. my mum suggested me go and have rich boyfriend there so i can have ppl fetch me here and there (fat hope). some more i hate my bro heavily modified car which i would definitely turn into typical kl ah lian if i ever drive it.

if i choose singapore instead, i will love the enviroment very much. if u are a reader of my blog since last year u would know tat i went sg almost every sch vacation and spent quite a long time there. i really love the place and the convenience brought by the MRT and buses there. and rest assured even if u are a girl who take mrt or buses home becoz sg is much more safer compare wif kl. and the people there would somehow motivate me to study harder through their kiasu spirit. and the education there is well-reputated and i wan to have a new place to start a new life. however, going to sg means i have to be independent in every way. i dun have my big brother there. i have to stay in rental house if i go sg. i have to cook, clean, do laundry, take buses and mrt everyday all by MYSELF. and i hardly could meet my frens and parents here. so damn ke lian i will be. and the a level course will be 2 years. and i scare i could not catch up their syllabus. how?

i have to make decision in these few days becoz if i decided to go sg, i will have to take an exam which cost a bomb on the 12th of june. the closing date for registration is 22 of may. which is just around the corner. nah i cant be indecisive anymore =(