wat a girl wants

bitten by blogging bugs.

woohoo. nothing big happened these few days. trying to devour all the biology facts and physics theory within these few days. addmath? just let it be how it supposed to be. hopeless already.

went to my cousin's wedding this sunday. she is just 2 years older than me, yea, you are right, 18 years old. i am wondering if she is pregnant. haha. she looked prettier tat day, alot prettier in fact.

my cousin's wife (not the one mentioned above) gave birth to a baby girl this morning. she is so damn cute with reddish body and face. she is so tiny and look so fragile even i dun dare to touch her, just in case i would break her limps or wat. haha

old memories keep wandering in my mind sometime. it's a deep cut in my heart, a deepest cut ever. i know the woes would never be healed, why should i keep thinking and thinking? it's no cure. but i just couldnt help myself. the image of holiding hands and hugging kept appearing in my mind, getting more clearer each time. hope i can get over it one day. but i doubt tat this day would not come. i really hope tat u can tolerate and put u in my shoes.sometimes my mood swings becoz of this.

somethings i hate and hope it would disappear in my life

1. Keely wong and frens (curse her to death)
2. australia (dungeon)
3. Dreamworld. (dungeon)
4. some zoo in australia. (dungeon too)
5. homestay. (disaster and dating-like program in fact)
6. womanizer. (dick should be cut off)
7. girl who flirts around. (tits should be cut off)
8. Exam. (should be abolished)


couldnt think of any in the moment, but there are still plenty.

go. i dont need you anymore

"i want to forget u"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
why these words can make ppl shed tears for hours?
even make one ....

"爱有多少， 付出也要有多少。 爱情不是单行道， 他的好更不是理所当然。 生气时, 想想他的可爱； 抱怨时, 想想他的委屈； 冷战时, 想想他的温暖。 两人都懂得付出，爱就会久远...... 毕竟, 真心相爱并不容易， 不要轻易别离..."

deng deng deng deng

having mood swings now. haiz. i did pay alot of effort. which may not be seen.stop denying all my effort. i am under alot of pressure.

yesterday was 3rd of Oct, which was our anniversary. i thought it would be as boring as usual. but out of my thought it happened to be a very surprising and blissful one. he made a card for me, which is too sweet for me to post here. =D and i thought it was all i would get this time. but he asked to the car booth and gave me very expected surprise XD i wanted this bloody nice roxy bag on monday, which was in malacca. but the price had turned me down and i forced myself to keep thinking abt the bag day and night. hehe. he is so nice to go all the way to malacca and buy me tat bag just to give me as a surprise. haha. tat's very good of him. he also bought a cosmetic bag which is the same collection with tat bag. XD

we went to malacca with boonzack, sharmin and ah boy. drove the car very carefully as there were alot of traffic police and road block as it was raya season.

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someday u will cry for me, like i cried for u.
someday u will miss me, like i missed u.
someday u will need me, like i needed u.
someday u will love me, but i wont love u.