THE SIMPLE LIFE =D

2009-11-20T20:49:00.000-08:00

will have my blog renovated after my spm. see ya soon !
and i promise with loads of juicy blog entries.=]

MR. Phua

2009-09-10T21:56:00.000-07:00

we really had lots and lots of irreplacable and valueble memory. together.
the time we watched pokemon during piano lesson.
cheat together during exam.
fall in love in the same time lol.
helping u to woo a girl.
u help me to check out boys i like.
collecting exam tips together.
and also.
the countless time that u had call me to comfort me when i am sad.
no matter wat it is about. u are ready to hear.
u are always there. i can feel it.
u are very strict towards me. and i know why.
coz u care. u really care.
and i care u too.
like so damn fucking care.
i scare they will replace me.
but rest assured u told me. i am irreplacable.
perhaps u are the best mate i could ever have in my life.
u are the first person i turn to whenever i am sad or happy.
and together wif me u are the one who show your support everytime.
to make sure no one would bully me.
this is wad we call unconditional friendship.
but i think we already go beyond friendship. it's like a connection that will withstand any obstacles we had, having and will have.

bla lar. why i so damn mushy one. yeeeeeeee. haha

2009-08-31T00:08:00.000-07:00

everything started with misunderstand. the entry was not about her. it's someone else. but once again she thought i was refering to her, then that's it. who will be so stupid to share secret crush or wad with someone she hates? i wont explain further sincee i have clear conscience.

in short, i dun care! =)

just becoz my life is recently too fun-filled so i dont have time to blog. ciao!

2009-08-13T22:43:00.000-07:00

pricing at rm95. i want=(=(

2009-08-13T22:35:00.001-07:00

i dunno why certain people just have their face on their ass. i mean having face as thick as her fuckable ass. making me wanna puke and an eyesore/soundpollution torturing the whole population of muar. kesian lar all of u. and to her very honourable and bearable man, most pathetic of all. u are really nice but sadly a stamp on your eyes.

truth to be told

2009-07-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

MUST READ.
true voice of a guy who is known as playboy but actually not.
http://jingqin-noboundaries.blogspot.com

2009-07-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

04 july, a date to remember?
she doesnt mean to remember, but it just reminds her every year.
it always put her in a dilemma, to wish or not to wish?
should she text and wish?
does she looks like a loser for not getting over him?
no, she already gotten over him.
he reminds her how silly and naive she was,
for trusting his stupid lies,
and reminds her not to be silly again.
she will never trust a guy completely since then.
well, he really did carve a great impact in her life and faith in ppl
but she just couldnt help herself from knowing every single bits of thingy abt him.
her heart shivers upon seeing him.
but, so wat? she is now better in single and live the very best of it.
wad more could she ask for?

anyway, all the best in australia =) he may not be able to see this but i have finger crossed for him.

2009-06-25T05:49:00.001-07:00

i wan Ed hardy =(
but i am so broke who is going to fulfill my wish?

god bless me

2009-06-21T03:22:00.000-07:00

mum: eh i plan to go hongkong within this few months le. i hate your dad following he has zero patience plus a bad shopping companion.
me: bring me bring me! i can accompany u and carry the heaviest luggage for u. some more we can shop like there's no tmr without dad's nagging and lamenting.
mum: ya hor, hmm can put into consideration. eh but i tot u have trial on september? oh like dis cannnot le. unless u have holiday lor.
me: T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T

god bless me to let the trial falls b4 the mid sem holiday and i promise to be a good girl and not a shoes fanatic anymore=(

i become a shoes fanatic in a month, hopefully just a month.

2009-06-20T08:00:00.001-07:00

best friend =) different colours symbolize different characteristic, me aggressive and she passive

nothing more than vintage chic haha

days in kl

2009-06-13T22:55:00.000-07:00

(this is a post like one week ago. my comp ran low few days ago so i decided to keep it as draft first. and now the system is back to normal. for this fucking minute at least.)

well, this holiday is really a very enjoyable one for me! occupied by all sort of activities, countless visits to malacca and KL haha. and i dun even feel bored when i am back in muar! my days in muar is occupied by endless yumcha session wif frens =)

well i am going to tell wad i did in kl. just a flash of few pic. details will be coming soon =)

an unit in Bukit bintang marc resident, surrounded by klcc and zouk and aloha and pavilion bla bla bla is where we lived.

sleep wif my nails painted red, wad's the prob?XD

sumptuous meal in jogoya. more pics will be uploaded soon hopefully sharmin doesnt delete it.

wearing identical tshirt dress

lastly, spot me =)

post midyear exam drudgery party!

2009-05-30T21:17:00.000-07:00

finally it comes to a halt!
no more studying until 4 am, no more waking up on 3 am, no more caffein overdose, no more snacking excessively, no more retail theraphy on impulse, no more dark circles under my eyes, no more eyebags, no more dull complexion, no more deadly atmosphere, and say yes to HOLIDAY! weeeee

who cares people say SPM candidates have no holiday? i oppose! in fact, we need more break. we are so damn overpressured by the overreacting adult, that why we need more space=D omg i heart holiday =D=D=D

who cares she is hotter than me? haha

let's get it started!

dont kill me. XDXD

me, my new adopted pet-mimi, zhiyong eating BBQ sausage.

taken in between the time interval when she busy eating and BBQing her mushroom.

me and mimi XDXD emo pic first attempt like fail haha.

oh ya, not forgetting..

2009-05-28T00:35:00.000-07:00

the upcoming one =) thanks to my best girlfren =D
and yet to be revealed.
on the 19 of july perhaps?

oh ya everyone, ICSAB is having an installation day on 19 of july. do come and have fun. rest assured it will be a damn fun and enjoyable one haha.

depression often leads to...

2009-05-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

diva necklaces

crystalized detail!

vivi inspired dresses

forever 21 dresses!

last but not least, favourite bargain.
5 for rm 10 in selected roxy outlets =)

...

2009-05-27T04:27:00.000-07:00

i could not get any emo-er.
i am extremely emo now.
yearn for care to fill the emptiness within myself.
i think i am undergoing some kind of dark age in my life.
shop non stop to fill my emptiness.
i am longing for satisfaction.
yet seems nothing can satisfy me.
no, not even a LV. seriously i mean.
i am lack of some X factor in my life.
something important which i could rely on.
the passion to love perhaps.
i m turning into motherfuckingly depressed sometimes.
i see people can live happily like there's nothing to worry abt.
but no, that does not happen on me.
i am living in an illusion.
all the things around me seems so unreal.
i should be happy wif my life which seems so awesome, shouldn't i?

of lacy and public affair =)

2009-05-04T08:07:00.000-07:00

hello Panda!

dilemma dilemma.

2009-05-02T19:36:00.000-07:00

KL or singapore?
if i go kl, my a level will be one and a half year, i have my big brother there and i can live in my own nice house. i can have SHARMIN come and visit me during weekend and shop together. i can have people in taylors which i know and i am sure i wont be lost then. but nowadays kl is very dangerous. and transport is another big problem. if i choose kl, a new car is necessary, but a car means another huge sum of $$. but no car my safety is not assured. my mum suggested me go and have rich boyfriend there so i can have ppl fetch me here and there (fat hope). some more i hate my bro heavily modified car which i would definitely turn into typical kl ah lian if i ever drive it.

if i choose singapore instead, i will love the enviroment very much. if u are a reader of my blog since last year u would know tat i went sg almost every sch vacation and spent quite a long time there. i really love the place and the convenience brought by the MRT and buses there. and rest assured even if u are a girl who take mrt or buses home becoz sg is much more safer compare wif kl. and the people there would somehow motivate me to study harder through their kiasu spirit. and the education there is well-reputated and i wan to have a new place to start a new life. however, going to sg means i have to be independent in every way. i dun have my big brother there. i have to stay in rental house if i go sg. i have to cook, clean, do laundry, take buses and mrt everyday all by MYSELF. and i hardly could meet my frens and parents here. so damn ke lian i will be. and the a level course will be 2 years. and i scare i could not catch up their syllabus. how?

i have to make decision in these few days becoz if i decided to go sg, i will have to take an exam which cost a bomb on the 12th of june. the closing date for registration is 22 of may. which is just around the corner. nah i cant be indecisive anymore =(

disclaimer =.=

2009-04-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

sit back and listen to wad i say.
new life =/= new boyfriend =/= new relationship!
dull. why u all so suspicious one.
if taking a picture wif a boy is having a new bf,
then i should be married by now. =.=
wif a daughter named harlow wtf.

somehow my life is getting back on track now.
and i still heart my babe nic as usual.
are we inseperable? haha.
anyway mid year is coming and i still clueless about the syllabus.
damn freaking pissed=(

should i take the J PACT exam on June for the admission to junior college in singappore?
decision decision.

2009-04-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

baby, baby, when we first met,
i never felt something so strong.
you were like my lover and my best friend,
all wrapped into one, with a ribbon on it.=)

erhem

2009-04-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

should i declare myself for having a new life?

this is wad they say

2009-03-31T08:28:00.000-07:00

Great mind thinks alike.

bought this like 1 month ago. never worn b4 haha

i m in complete disappointment

2009-03-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

i seriously dunno why. i have a miraculously precise sixth sense. u may think it's a bless, i thought so. on the contrary, i find it actually a curse to me. i read through ppl mind so easily. i see throught a lie and reveal it like a piece of cake. maybe i was so naive, used to be gullible and was cheated over and over again. then i started to be suspecious, have no faith in people, scrutinize each movement and putting on fake smile on my face. i really hope that i can be a bit more dumb, so that i dun have to face the cruel fact which tear me into pieces. i hope i can have fren who trust and care. i dun wan to be suspicious anymore. it's very tiring. very very tiring. when time comes to putting on fake smile is even a neccessary to your family members, u know something wrong is brewing silently in your life. i dun wan this. i wanna leave here. i wanna a new way of living.

=(

Big day for u=D

2009-03-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

finally it comes to an end. 5 years of interacting really opens my eyes.

belated bday celebration.

candid.

she is waiting for food, very desperately.

she is very happy, upon seeing the food. sharing her joy with edwin. he laughed at her.

she eats

and eats.

hehe did it out of boredom.

for those who concerned

2009-03-17T03:10:00.000-07:00

when i walked to the class, i murmured in my heart "u could not lose your temper. u could not raise your voice no matter wad, u shud stay calm as she will probably stay cooler with u than others. u could not quarrel over this tiny matter and ruin it all."

i tried to stay as calm as i could. as cool as i could. but your ignorence and disrespectness really drive me to the edge. u treated me like a nuisance. and touching my limit. walked off like u never care and head high like u never see. on the way to my class, i was on the verge of bursting into tears but it's swallowed and perfectly concealed. i told myself i could not cry. my position could not allow me to do so. i must have pride. i just acted like i m furious, cursed u to no end and acted like nothing happened. but the scene haunted me for days and your absence really make a difference in my life. i know u were so devoured by rage and lose your head. i just could not accept the fact that u could treat me like this, just for a trophy. i tried to compromise but to no avail. i could not face u as i dun wan to lead to another arguement. deep down in my heart i know tats always someone who wants to see us end up like this.

i still remember when we were in form 1. we used to make promises like we could not quarrel nor squabble nor wrangle even if we are in a rivalry school or situation. maybe we alreaedy predicted how the days will come. how smart we are right? and people like to compare between us, tried their utmost effort to make our relationship crumble. but out frenship withstand the obstacles and stay still, and evn better after that. i could not deny that my heart hurts and shivered whenever i think abt this, especially this few days. i dun care if ppl see me as a loser

we are equally tough, aggressive, competitive. therefore none of us should blame each other. we used to give way to each other but not this time. perhaps it's time for us to calm down for a while, but not the end. 9 years of friendship could not end so easily.

by par.

i am even happier today =D

2009-03-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

yeah. finally all the things come to an end=D
i am really shocked and satisfied wif the result.
i tot we might get the last. but we actually emerged as 1st runner up wor!
such a great surprise to me. i seized the opportunity to ask mr.anba and he said our display is nice and informative. maybe we lose at decoration?
i dun really bother much abt it lar.
i just feel sad for jingqin that he paid so much effort in it yet got consolation prize.
and the sas improved alot i must say. and their presentation, mr anba said is "unbeatable" wor.
lastly convent, which is the most mesmerizing one i think. they did well in those decoration u know. shana really such a nice person who shared her honour wif irrelevant person=.= she is really nice lar despite she is good in sharing.
i dun expect anyone to mimic pnnoraini so well. but kai rou u did it! u are such a supergirl. haha. i really shouted like crazy girl today. so hope everyone can lose your memory selectively huhu.

with ruo han the 38 one. she really had the spotlight. =D

never ever step on my tail or i willl step on your hole. =D

i'm so happy today =D

2009-03-15T02:21:00.000-07:00

i am so happy as we finally finish the exhibition. woohoo.
i love kairou as she performed so damn well
and SAS really impressed me.
i love the building that convent had made. shana really did damn well!
and i salute jingqin for having such a great idea to make full use of the bamboo.
woohoo i love all of them. just a lil disappointed is the front part of the exibition which the rotarians really bored by the explaination i think. but it's ok. at least we do it with pride and wee look high =D

WU day can really be considered as friendship day for me haha. i met lots of primary school fren der and was really having a great time=D WU day makes me feel like i am turning bac the time. hehe. and also able to see thru the good and the bad. the true and the fake. i am really looking forward to the closing ceremony tomorrow. woohoo.
the best part is i met yuanyeeh and peisi today who always we ponteng together. talking with them really can make u laugh until tear. nothing is funnier than gossiping and having a common enemy.haha. and yuan yeeh looks great on honey-tanned skin, i swear!

why so serious? haha

2009-03-07T23:05:00.000-08:00

"eh, muka kau macam agnes monica la!"
"hai! agnes monica"
lately, i was greeted by comments like this
my malay classmate is kinda crazy over me recently. they are saying the me, and agnes monica are two pods in a pea. and they are quite excited about it and promoting it to their friends. as a result, lots and lots of whispering and ears-bitting when malays walked by me. i am not resent being same with Agnes monica as she is hot haha.
FYI, she is frm indonesia. an Indonesian pop princess, not maid =.=

2009-03-07T22:38:00.000-08:00

i swear u will never wan to read blog post like : i backed from school today at 2:00 and missed my lunch and go and sleep till 6 and had dinner and went tuition and sleep cursed teachers for giving so much homework and never-ending kerja kursus. despite all the retail theraphy i had for the past weeks, my life is DULL =( tat's the reason i was not blogging. but soon i realized a comforting fact is i actually have readers, i have blog readers who urge me to blog. very bizzare but i have to believe. =D the tribulation of modern age teenager: too much things to do but too limited time =(

this was how my valentine day was. no chocolate no teddys no flowers, as i am not those girl-in-love stereotype. my only love is chocolate among the 3. my obsessed guilty pleasure. on the contrary, i got a limited edition eyeshadow from majorlica mojorca and six pieces of limited edition Ferrero. =D=D

yesterday was sharmin birthday. she described her sweet sixteen as a 'sour' one becoz she was ordered by her english teacher to copy ten times her homework for not doing the homework given early in the morning. =.= wad a great adjective she used. we spent the day hanging out in midvalley and savouring carbonara pasta wih Duck Confit and orea smoothies in the cozy Delicious. will post the pic soon =D

tell me

2009-02-25T00:32:00.001-08:00

tell me u dont love me so i can set u free.

random taggie

2009-02-03T06:59:00.000-08:00

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. i am obsessed with dresses at the moment and the number of dresses in my closet are mushrooming drastically.

2. i have bunch of good frens like chee chuan group members haha.

3. missing any issue of popteen will really freak me out.

4. i have a sotong named frankie and i will talk to him when i am bored. dun call me insane as i am seriously have only no company.

5. i love to receive/make wake up call for certain reason.

6. i think self-proclaimed princess is very disgusted and usually hideous

7. in the moment i would like to obtain a law degree in the future.

8. i wan to lose weight and have my hair coloured

9. i wan a very classic design of designer bags which spell timelessness.

10. i love hello kitty and rabbit with small mouth or without mouth and dotted eyes.

11. i loathe pretentious people.

12. i have a cute family and cool boyfriend

13. i yelp whenever i see cat and insect except mosquito and ants

14. i love checkered stuff and bohemian inspired stuff.

15. i love establishing new year resolution and goals and blaa but hardly can realize it.

16. i really wish people can fight back during recession and economical crisis so that everyone can ditch the poverty state and live well.

reasons i had been neglecting my blog

2009-01-31T21:01:00.000-08:00

i dun do this in purpose. i have huge interest and great passion for my personal blog. i want a fancy and self-customized header, i want a very urban chic bloggie page. i want myself to ditch my hard core procastination and blog at least once a week. i want to shower my readers with flattering word and articles. i wan juicy picture and gossip and even tabloid trash.all i want is to be a consistent blogger.

but i end up neglecting it for like 3 weeks already. 3 bloody weeks without any sign of living on my blog.

okay. here comes the reasons. i have mountain-like pile of homework waiting to be completed, i have club meeting very frequently. i have many projects to deal with and countless fashion dilemma to handle with (during cny wtf). i have to rush here and there to find a compatible colour tone of extension for my hair. i have to sometimes be a consultant (for like wad clothes she is going to wear for parents meeting =.=) for my dear fren min. all kinds of errand i have to cope is like making me a lemon is a juice press. and dance training is coming soon. i wish i have 36 hours per day.

i have plenty of new year pics actually, jus waiting for panda jules to upload for me. so see ya very soon =D

if i only have one day to live

2009-01-10T22:23:00.000-08:00

i will make it living with u =)

2009-01-10T02:00:00.000-08:00

now i see, or even foresee, wad true love is.
no matter in any form. ppl who love u will always by your side and suppport u.

2009-01-03T05:29:00.000-08:00

countless chances were given.
but someone seems to take it for granted.
it's a new year. a new 2009. the 3rd year.
of all the quarrel and arguement,
it's already the past.
wat's we crave is now and future.
but is that enough time for us
to spend our present time and future together.
i am wondering, doubting.
positive always go wif negative.
and negative will never go wif negative.
it's a science, a logic, a common sense, a general knowledge.
when it starts turning blue,
u cant change the fact.
wat u can do is to save it from fading away.
never try never know.
wad should i do now?
confusion. confusion. confusion.

the last moment of 2008 =D

2009-01-02T03:36:00.000-08:00

chillin out in sharmin place and spent our last few hours of 2008 playing mahjong, singing, chatting, and gossip haha.
weisheng won damn alot lar!
when 2009 arrived, we were screaming and shrieking so loud until the opposite shop house ppl stared at us. haha

exhilaratitng sg trip XD

2008-12-29T06:20:00.000-08:00

my big plan of my holiday is to spend my precious christmas moment in singapore so tat i wont stuck in the teeny-weeny muar and countdown wif all the lala-inspired creature in some notorious? cafe haha.

OK. for the first day, i reached sg at roughly six p.m. then had my dinner at sumwhere near suntec city. nothing special happen in the first day lor haha.
ok lar tmr i will blog for the following day. feeling drowsy right now. bye=D

2008-12-13T20:27:00.000-08:00

aduh. tonight going to malacca again wif my mum =.=
i went to malacca for four times in this bloody week liao ar!
my mum going there just for the MNG sales wtf.
at least i m luckier than edwin who go malacca like 11 times within dis week liao
haha

eye on us!

2008-12-11T21:57:00.000-08:00

as u see. we the HYDRA went to malacca for a so-called exploring trip XD haha. we plan to go some other places which we never been to.

and OMG, something supernatural happen, see wad's behind sharmin! she was shrieking like hell upon seeing this.
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think too much already la u all. haha. it was my shadow in the photo. and we were wearing the same shirt and shoes tat day! by coincidence. haha. this happened alot of time already. =.=

after strolling in pahlawan aimlessly, none of us buy a thing except for me. i bought a maryjane heels from vincci at rm 47. a steal haha. finally i have shoes to wear with my dresses during the coming cny lor. it's been a long time i didnt buy any heels liao due to some particular reason. figure it out yourself la. haha

without wasting our time in pahlawan, we started our exploring haha. we wanted to find a lutlut shop which serve damn nice lutlut. so we were like going around the town searching for the shop. haha. but luck was not on our side. we went through some traffic jams and countless loathed traffic lights which freak us out. finally we decided to ask for help. we called aaron and he told us where and where to go. just the minute we ended the call we saw da shop already. but not the one mentioned by aaron lor. but anyway thanks to him =D
the lutlut shop is like damn damn damn crowded la. we had to queue up outside the shop and waited for our turn lo. the shop is called "capitol satay". on the wall of the shop there were many pictures of celebrities visiting the lutlut shop. so obviously it's a very famous one lo. the food is nice overall and not expensive haha. four ppl like rm53++

after filling up our stomach with lutlut, we decided to go to the notorious? eye one malaysia haha. me and sharmin both have phobia on this kind of eye on malaysia thingy. actually we are fear of height la. and we also hate watching action movie, which trev and edwin love alot. so we had a deal."if we go for eye on malaysia this time, we will never have to watch action movie again" haha. so we bought the rm8 ticket.

the view is undeniably nice la. but it's really scary and a dreadful experience everytime it stops. omg. we were wailing and grumbling all the way haha.

my love

2008-12-09T21:55:00.000-08:00

i will love u very much and i swear to heart u 4ever if u get me dis =) haha
i've planned to buy myself one of them which cost me a bomb like rm1100- rm1900. wtf. if i could use all my angpau money then it would be enough but i dun wan to declare my abject poverty state for so soon after cny, so how????

2008-12-09T11:04:00.000-08:00

i am so gonna die. the starting of solitary life.
maybe i should find a guy who will bring me go eat lutlut whenever i wan to.
haha
who will never force me to watch the very oh-so-boring action movie
who will notice my existance every little moment
who will hold my hand when i am fear
who will support whatever i do
who will praise me when i deserved
who will never underestimate me
is he eligible?

recent purchase =)

2008-12-08T21:31:00.000-08:00

kinda obsessed with skincare lately. haha. especially buying skincare online is my new craze. i bought a lot of skincare product on9 with reasonable price and some more they are unavailable in malaysia. weather recently is very good. haha. is either raining or drizzling. i loathe sunny day and i heart rainy day =D actually planned to go hong kong with my 5th aunt but trip delayed to the oct 2009 due to problems of getting cheap round trip air ticket haha=X hope wont clash with major exam lor. so, my holiday plan change to singapore instead. hope the weather there will like gloomy gloomy and drizzlingXD haha so i wont get dark thanks to walking from one mrt station to another.

speaking of holiday, sharmin went to vietnam. haha. she went to the capital called Hanoi or wtf la. she said not fun at all. just the food nice and weight-gaining trip it is. she is the kind of shopping traveller la. and someone went to taiwan lor~~~ so shuang. me le, go singapore nia. sad.

my latest on9 buy is the fancl mild cleansing oil lo. is wat nano formulated one la. rm 80 wtf. postage included la. but does the cleasing work quite well and the result quite promising lor. the other one is a skin food live powder mask. chocolate flavour one. i didnt buy this on9. it's a very cute mask. haha. look like a instant cup noodle and contain a packet of cocoa powder and a sachet of honey. u must mix both of them up and stir them. then apply it evenly on your face and enjoy the rich cocoa smell. a sumptuous and luxurious treat for your skin indeed.

ok lar. going to prepare to go malacca for lut lut liao. hope today they wont stop me from having lut lut. haiz. ciaoz everyone!

2008-12-01T21:45:00.000-08:00

ok. went to malacca AGAIN. haha. my actual intention to malacca is to watch twilight, but ended up movie unwatched. haha. had my brunch in Le Garden, recommended by michelle.

(taken using 2.o megapixel main camera)
i had some sort of chicken spaghetti with mushroom sauce. very tasty. haha. much more better than the so called spaghetti in muar. FYI, yellow mee with tomato sauce and minced meat is known to be spaghetti in muar. HAHA.

trev had sirloin steak. the mash potato is damn nice la which makes me kept on stealing it. haha. trev kept saying me a glutton T_T blame him for the bad quality of the image due to his very great phone. this is how far a front camera of 0.3 megapixel can go. see the difference between the spaghetti image and the steak image u will know.

the new FOS store in pahlawan phase two is so damn enormous la! and i bought 2 tees and one cardigan and trev bought 2 tees. altogether just cost us abt rm150+. kinda insane. haha.

Majorlica majorca is now available in muar watson. OMG a very bad news actaully. a great chance for fellow ahlians to jeopardize this very holy brand. arghhhh.

new fren

2008-11-30T05:59:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a fine day. i met a new fren in ikan bakar.
he is a really nice guy.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hoho. *evil grin*

anticipation

2008-11-28T22:14:00.000-08:00

going to watch twilight in the GSC in dataran pahlawan=D haha.

babi

2008-11-28T22:08:00.000-08:00

when it's the same for once, it's call coincidence
when it's the same for twice, it's call fated
when it's the same for thrice, it's call plagiarism.

babi lu, stop plagiarizing ppl. u fake bitch.

~~~~

2008-11-26T20:02:00.000-08:00

nothing to blog liao lo
watever happened these few days is all abt pandajules.
just see her blog and u know.
haha now my dearest frankie is very very famous
even tampin ppl know frankie already.
dazzling frankie, well done!

and i am madly obsessed with elmo song=)
a very catchy song. haha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETkVYejttqs
click the link above and enjoy yourself

T_T

2008-11-23T10:30:00.000-08:00

i cant sleep!!!!!!!!!!!
i need sleeping pills!!!!!!!!!!!
argh~

tears-shedding song..

2008-11-19T00:22:00.000-08:00

你的繪畫凌亂著　在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿　甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯　我還愛你呢
伴你斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇
你冷了　倦了　我哭了
一開始的不快樂　你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛只給到這真的懂了

怎麼了　你累了　說好的　幸福呢
我懂得　不說了　愛淡了　夢遠了
開心與不開心　一一細數著　你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得

你不等了　說好的　幸福呢
我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢

dedicate to pandajules

2008-11-18T05:36:00.000-08:00

FYI: 2-3years, we were in hong kong. =)and we were cute XD

juicy guy =)

2008-11-17T23:24:00.000-08:00

somehow i find tat fair-skinned guy is very irresistable for me.
and my new craze, MATSUMOTO JUN 松本潤 hehe. i watched hana yori dango again and found tat he is very cute and u know, irresistable=)

One day, i'm going to tear that girl's hair STRAND by STRAND!!

you got to move it move it

2008-11-17T22:27:00.000-08:00

watched this movie and love it very much. very nice movie indeed. laugh until tears come out. haha XD i love alex the lion. and sharmin look like gloria the hippo hahaha.

六月

2008-11-17T22:23:00.000-08:00

六月

mememe

2008-11-10T07:29:00.000-08:00

started my day on 6:50am today. wat makes me so early? definately, undoubtedly, absolutely is SHOPPING.

some ppl ask me like, "u everyday shop shop shop ar, wont sien meh?" despite of their kinda broken language used in msn( which i was included), i find it really true. will i be sien of doing so? keep shopping and doing nothing. keep doing this kind of so called unsoulful, unspritual things and being like a very vain bimbo. ok. but i have no choice. people, do u hear me? i was "trained" to be a shopper when i was young, by my dearest mum. she is a very pro shopper and very pro mum to bring a 3years old girl to shop. my mum always say tat when i was young, i would never get bored of shopping and i would never cry for shopping too long. i was always very obedient when she is doing her shopping. but if things come to visiting relative, praying at temple, or watever, i would cry my heart out. =.= see, i am destined to be a borned shopper =D dont put the blame on me. XD

as i am growing older and older (somehow16years) my mom now is kinda of amateur in shopping compare to me. ngek ngek. she has to ask me where to shop for nice and bargain clothes in kl or in melacca now. as now she has alot of other activity to carry out such as dancing and hanging out with fren, needless to pay so much attention on me anymore as i am grown up girl already, and therefore, less shopping for her.=) but i still shop with my dearest sharmin pig. and we can like shopn from 10am to 10 pm. haha. spend our whole hour in forever 21 picking clothes, which happened today XD

havent upload any picture yet. so, see the picture tmr =D bought alot of great stuff in topshop and f21 =D

ciaoz

2008-11-08T19:47:00.000-08:00

T H E S E L F
[01] Name: Tan Wei Xian
[02] Nickname: mika*
[03] Married: NO
[04] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[05] Gender: babe XD
[06] Age: 16
[07] High School: SABGS (worst sch)
[08] College: Haven't
[09] Height: 160
[10] Weight: shhhh.
[11] Do you like yourself: sometimes yes sometimes no.
[12] Piercings: Ear.
[13] Right or left: both. right ear has 2 pierce and left has 1.
[14] Are you a freak : yea. shopping freak.
[15] Hair: black and long and wavy =D
[16] Skin: fair and hairy XD
[17] Allergic: Seafood. skin get irritate after eating
[18] What are you doing now: chewing gums.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: watch tv
[20] What will you do 10 years later: get married XD

T H E F A M I L Y
[21] Live with : Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): two
[23] Eldest: bro
[24] Youngest: me =D
[25] Love/hate your family: Love. but sometimes quite boring =.=

T H E L O V E
[26] You found your another half: Yes.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: he
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: jam hsiao XD
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 4? (i am serious)
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): yea.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yea.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yea.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: being unreasonable sometimes. but it's less.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: yes. very often.
[35] You with your other half since: april 2007
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: wat's this?
[37] Reasons you love your other half: he is cute. and he is all my life.
[38] You and your other half in which stage: boyfriend-girlfriend stage.
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: he woo me and i woo him. mutual.

T H E F R I E N D S
[41] Your first best friend: ee xuan/keith
[42] Your first enemy: my bro
[43] The friend you love the most: sharmin
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): keely
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: sharmin
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: nil.
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: bithcy slut. fake girl who have fake voice.
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: ah beng/lalazai. act cool.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: yes.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: i will trust her. (best fren only, others doom)
[52] If your friend betray you: i will let her go (best fren only, others doom)
[53] If your friend woo your lover : wish both of them happy (best fren only, others doom)
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: she is definately not a lesbian and i love her as well.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: lets the feeling go naturally

T H E S T U D I E S
[56] Are you a good student: not at all
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: homework never. assignments yes
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: nil.
[59] Always late to school/college: no
[60] Your class: 4sc1
[61] You love your seniors: 2 only.
[62] Senior who you like the most: yy and ps
[63] Your classmates good/bad: half half
[64] Excellent result classmate: jing ning (geeky and nerdy, wat else?)
[65] Laziest classmate: nobody is lazier than me in the class, as i never do homework

T H E P E O P L E
[66] Smart people : me
[67] Stupid people : fake ppl. pretentious and hypocrite
[68] Good looking people: sharmin
[69] Ugly people: no idea.
[70] Funny people: ps and yy
[71] Cute people: trev
[72] Bad people: convent school flower. HAHA
[73] Honest people: sharmin
[74] Acting people: the girl with fake voice. trev u know who.
[75] You are what kind of people: very sly and know wat ppl is thinking.

T H E P R E F E R
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: taller
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both
[81] Listener or talker: both
[82] Romantic or rich: both
[83] Good Mother or Good Wife: huh.

T H E F U T U R E
[84] Age to get marry: 26
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2
[86] Career: PR
[87] Salary: alot
[88] Retirement age: 55
[89] Properties value: all my dad's properties
[90] Wishes: earn my million b4 26=) and marry a nice man

VICTIM
katie
yuan yeeh
jing chan
edwina

sentimental.

2008-11-08T04:29:00.000-08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

from pandajules' blog

high school musical 3

2008-11-07T00:15:00.000-08:00

watched this movie which i was so looking forward on monday already. kinda disappointed =( haiz. i tot it would be like something different. but it's like a clone of hsm2. and i just cant stand troy. he could be like sing suddenly after some emotional talking =.= kinda freak me out. i know it's a musical, but u know... sometimes must be commercialize abit la, i think majority of u think that it's kinda odd to do so. for instance, would u sing and dance all the way after talking with your friends? it's like bollywood movie. *faint*

straight to the point, tats too many gabriella montez scene and too less sharpay evans scene! FYI, i am a big fans of sharpay evans and i hate gabriella. hate her to no end. she is just so fake and keep acting and being fake in front of troy.watever she do,she keeps saying" i dont wan, i dont wan" but her heart saying" i wan, i wan". omg. she is like keep acting like she is so damn pity and troy must go to the college miles away to see her and bring her to the prom. and she screws sharpay show. stupid kelsi is one of gabriella's accomplice. i think hsm3 should ends with something like troy together with sharpay in the end, so that something really different will be given to us. we expect something different, not the fairytales stereotype!. grrrr.

in real life, vanessa hudgen is fake too. she likes to act like a good girl arent her? remember the sex photo scandal? she tried to send something provocative to zac efron. something like her naked picture. but hackers hack it out and show to the public. serve her right. =) i prefer celebrity like paris hilton or lindsay lohan rather than vanessa as they are very true. they do wat they want to do. they show ppl who they are, not camouflaging themself with fake smiles and fake good girl attitude.

overall. i am regretted to pay rm 14 and rm 6 popcorn for this show. i rather buy pirated dvd to watch in home althought the GSC is very comfartable place to sleep. rather watch the house bunny instead. haiz.

2008-11-07T00:10:00.000-08:00

ignorance.
negligence.
isolation.

if u are away, things change.
when u are here again, things will never like b4 again.
dont be regret,then.

wedding day!

2008-10-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

on the day of my cousin's wedding. dress up in my F21 dress.=)

my little "god nephew" really deserved a better bridemaid =.= haha.

cute =D

cutest cousin of all =D

teehee.

2008-10-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

OK. went to malacca again.

countless of exclaimation mark popped into my mind when i heard that this big brand is going to launch their cosmetic line in certain watson store in msia! wat a damn great godness news for girls! MAJORLICA MAJORCA! yea i know. i am quite backward with this news. they already launched it like 3 weeks ago. but i just cant conceal my excitement upon purchasing their mascara! it is just damn nice. the lengthening effect, makes your eyes go va-va-voom! nevertheless, the packaging is so damn cute~ i had been using the Dejavu Fiberwig mascara purchased from Sasa. and it is also famous of its glamourous lengthening effect and falsies effect. i actually plan to buy a new dejavu as my dejavu mascara is finishing very soon. but soon i found out majomajo is having here. i am glad that i purchase majo majo! the mascara is like a comb and it would not clump at all. and one swipe is enough to create a fake lashes look. it would not smudge for the whole day. i also purchase the majo majo nail polish which is in bloody red. haha. i love this colour and i have seen alot of celeb using this. i also purchased a eyelash nutrtion oil from THE FACE SHOP. i saw in alot of beauty forum saying that the nutrition oil has good reputation for the eyelash to grow longer and thicker! yeah~

this bloody ESPRIT blouse cost me rm 169.9! wuuuargh. another impulse shopping. but i am still better than SOMEONE who is a vain guy enough to buy a clothes which is rm199.9 on that day. needless to say who is him i suppose all of u would know k XD

i never know magazine can cost me so much. bought all four in the same time and guess wat, altogether rm 35.60! CLEO for rm 5.6, seventeen for RM 6, Popteen RM 9, another popteen(fast forward issue) RM 15! since i bought like five magazine a month, which is popteen, vivi, seventeen, cleo, ifeel, i am like spending rm36 on magazine per month! omg i wnana die.

ciao.

long time no see =D

2008-10-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

out of frustration

2008-10-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

true friend shares joy and laughter together.
true friend shares sadness and go through every obstacle together.
true friend do not stab u at the back
true friend should know where is my limit.
true friend should know where to stop.
true friend should know where her position is.
true friend is someone i like very much.
i like people who is sincere and true and never fake.
let's not behave like the pot calling the kettle black.
true friend never fake in front of me.
ppl who fake in front of me would never be my true friend.
i hate ppl who is like crtisizing ppl without looking herself.
and girls pls dont flirt around.

i type freakin fast

2008-10-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

1117 points, so you achieved position 654 of 764581 on the ranking list

You type 1641 characters per minute
You have 284 correct words and
you have 15 wrong words

284 words

Typing Test

wat a girl wants

2008-10-14T07:53:00.000-07:00

bitten by blogging bugs.

2008-10-14T07:16:00.000-07:00

woohoo. nothing big happened these few days. trying to devour all the biology facts and physics theory within these few days. addmath? just let it be how it supposed to be. hopeless already.

went to my cousin's wedding this sunday. she is just 2 years older than me, yea, you are right, 18 years old. i am wondering if she is pregnant. haha. she looked prettier tat day, alot prettier in fact.

my cousin's wife (not the one mentioned above) gave birth to a baby girl this morning. she is so damn cute with reddish body and face. she is so tiny and look so fragile even i dun dare to touch her, just in case i would break her limps or wat. haha

old memories keep wandering in my mind sometime. it's a deep cut in my heart, a deepest cut ever. i know the woes would never be healed, why should i keep thinking and thinking? it's no cure. but i just couldnt help myself. the image of holiding hands and hugging kept appearing in my mind, getting more clearer each time. hope i can get over it one day. but i doubt tat this day would not come. i really hope tat u can tolerate and put u in my shoes.sometimes my mood swings becoz of this.

somethings i hate and hope it would disappear in my life

2008-10-14T07:10:00.000-07:00

1. Keely wong and frens (curse her to death)
2. australia (dungeon)
3. Dreamworld. (dungeon)
4. some zoo in australia. (dungeon too)
5. homestay. (disaster and dating-like program in fact)
6. womanizer. (dick should be cut off)
7. girl who flirts around. (tits should be cut off)
8. Exam. (should be abolished)

couldnt think of any in the moment, but there are still plenty.

go. i dont need you anymore

2008-10-11T04:15:00.000-07:00

"i want to forget u"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
"go. i dont need you anymore"
why these words can make ppl shed tears for hours?
even make one ....

2008-10-04T08:07:00.001-07:00

"爱有多少，付出也要有多少。爱情不是单行道，他的好更不是理所当然。生气时, 想想他的可爱；抱怨时, 想想他的委屈；冷战时, 想想他的温暖。两人都懂得付出，爱就会久远...... 毕竟, 真心相爱并不容易，不要轻易别离..."

deng deng deng deng

2008-10-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

having mood swings now. haiz. i did pay alot of effort. which may not be seen.stop denying all my effort. i am under alot of pressure.

yesterday was 3rd of Oct, which was our anniversary. i thought it would be as boring as usual. but out of my thought it happened to be a very surprising and blissful one. he made a card for me, which is too sweet for me to post here. =D and i thought it was all i would get this time. but he asked to the car booth and gave me very expected surprise XD i wanted this bloody nice roxy bag on monday, which was in malacca. but the price had turned me down and i forced myself to keep thinking abt the bag day and night. hehe. he is so nice to go all the way to malacca and buy me tat bag just to give me as a surprise. haha. tat's very good of him. he also bought a cosmetic bag which is the same collection with tat bag. XD

we went to malacca with boonzack, sharmin and ah boy. drove the car very carefully as there were alot of traffic police and road block as it was raya season.

---

2008-09-21T00:58:00.001-07:00

someday u will cry for me, like i cried for u.
someday u will miss me, like i missed u.
someday u will need me, like i needed u.
someday u will love me, but i wont love u.

2008-08-26T01:09:00.000-07:00

goodbye to my non-stopping tears..
goodbye everyone..
i love u.

.........

2008-08-26T01:03:00.001-07:00

mourn to my soul,
mourn to my love,
mourn to myself,
mourn to 1517,
mourn to dazzie and frankie,
mourn to all the memory,
mourn to pp and nn,
mourn to maplestory mika1517,
mourn to mika..
she will never be back to herself...
she will gone wild...
she will gone fanatic..
she will be mad...
why he ever go to australia?
if he didnt, everything will be fine..
i hate australia, i hate koala bear and kangaroo and anything to do with aussie.
i hate tat bloody bimbotic bitch, KEY-LY. screw her.

....

2008-08-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话　是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了　这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都会停的
让时间说真话　虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后　我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话　是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后
我们都累了　却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑　怎么说　怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么　也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人　等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中　看见了不同的天空
走的太远　终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我　要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话　是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后

devastated

wooohooo..~

2008-08-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

kinda happy now. let the pictures to do all the story telling =D

the trucker i m wearing is the one i bought today rm
19 nia XD

i am so sien.

2008-08-17T20:01:00.001-07:00

voice deep down my heart. "i am so sien!"
omg. time flies. i left my blog remain a zero update for weeks. haha. i am kinda sucks at keeping up with time and blog constantly. i blog whenever i free. like today. haha. but tat's gonna be a lot of thing.
i actually went to pavillion for twice during the past few weeks. which is a absolutely right time for a crazy shopper as it was having sales all over the mall. bought nothing in topshop and zara as well. kinda surprise me was i bought a few garments in Forever 21 in NORMAL PRICE. but, hello, since when i become so vain to buy things in normal price?

i plan to buy a red converse sneaker but it's out of stock, as usual.
and someone is in australia now. happy flirting with hot babes there. and me sitting alone in the tiny winy muar. wtf. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

picture of us after performance

evidence of being vain.

eff eff eff

2008-07-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

walau eh. tat two particular person is really pissing me off.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
damn damn damn.
i hate hate hate them so much. !

i will miss u XD

2008-07-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

a friend in need, is a friend indeed. finally i could truly feel the circumstance.
maybe i should curb my temper and stop sulking. maybe it's partly my fault. On sober reflection, perhaps i m foolishly overreacting. but i really could feel it. very solid. the obnoxious negligence.

and i will miss u huiyi. see u soon when u are back in malaysia. XD

i m so effing pissed off because i m vain.

2008-06-29T03:54:00.001-07:00

lots of things happened all in the sudden within this week. go through one by one.
1. my room is renovated.
2. organizing comitee list is out.i m the secretary, funding director and emcee =.=
3. i bought jam hsiao jing teng's album.
4. start choreographing my cheerleading step. which rack my brain to no end.
5. craving for a Gucci bag which i saw today.

my closet. which is well arranged after the renovation.

another side of my closet. the prove of being vain. a zara shopping bag remain unopened yet

random stuff on my bed. frankie the octopus. takoyaki-to-be XD

bought this today with tut queen. we are princess XD haha

the gucci bag i wan lo. should i or shouldn't i?

camwhore

my love XD

tonnes of accessories in tidy arrangement.

my skin care range placing behind the mirror. in order to prevent it to be discovered by dad XD

ciaoz XD

WANTED

2008-06-21T20:31:00.000-07:00

he must be fair skin guy.
he must be a pretty boy.
he must possess a great voice.
he must have a humble personality
he must be a shy and quiet boy whenever meets with new ppl.
he must be confident with sumthing he very expert in.
he must be reign supreme in the field of music.
he is just irresistable and incomparable and terribly impressive.

my bloody hot guy in dream XD

very random

2008-06-20T21:39:00.000-07:00

went for our sch concert few days ago. XD camwhore-ing b4 going. XD wearing a miss selfridge (inspired) dress XD

in the world full of cynism, she is the one i can trust.perhaps.

2008-06-14T21:03:00.000-07:00

i am a complete fool. i was fooled. i was lied and i was forsaken by someone i utterly trust. can the world be any worse? i was accussed tat i did smthg tat i didnt even know. how funny it is. yesterday a jolt of dismay srucked me. i was in indigantion. sulking for the whole day. sharmin was right. she says i am a 烂好人. am i? i was helping ppl without asking any reciprocation. but wat i got in the end? nothing. the show was successfully held without me in the curtain call.that's fine for me. they carved their own name for the success story which i contributed much. that's alright with me. i didnt crave for a name or any reciprocation, i was just trying to help my fren, trying to help the whole group with my menial ability. i am not trying to sound very noble. i dont wan any flattering remark for wat i have done. but why some of the bitch like to backstab me with something really hurtful to me. i swear that i never brownose anyone. not like the others. i swear.

life. ain't so boring.

2008-06-05T02:53:00.000-07:00

ok. maybe i was depressed. but now i am not so happy and agitated too. well. went to malacca again. crazy shopper me went there for three times in ten days.

i'm with him. in ching weng's house after the pool party. so blur. =.=

picture of us. having lunch in seoul garden.

hands of me, him and ah tut (sharmin) she actually never grilled any food. just for the sake of taking picture.

we are messy eaters.

u like to embarrass me in the public right. now it's your time for retribution. your are so well accessorize XD

sien ar

2008-05-31T22:59:00.000-07:00

sharmin- go kl
trev- go kl/genting
michelle- go kl
katie- go kl
khai wee- go kl

what a stupid holiday, all the ppl i used to hang out with go kl. what can i do in this little creepy muar. go wetex lepak then ppl will think u are ah lian and watever. still got anywhere to go meh? log in msn also no ppl de. browse through all the website i used to surf in until sien and nothing to see. stupid astro show all bored me. wat can i do? someone pls save me from boredom.

can the world be any worse and unfair to me? i am so sad. i just need someone to understand me and give me some nice word so i could feel better. but what did u say to me really hurt me to no end. i cant stand it anymore. i am not stopping u from having fun just hope that u can care how i feel. but did u? just say few words to comfort me is it that hard?
i m enough with all these.
i miss him.
i miss him like hell.
but now we are not even friend. what can i do?

=.=

2008-05-28T10:11:00.001-07:00

98 words

Speed test

land of kiasu.

2008-05-26T04:41:00.000-07:00

4 day trip at land of kiasu didnt turn me into a kiasu ppl. just i type slower and my hand is so stiff. was staying in my triple-storey house in singapore. very impressive. went shopping in the most enormous shopping mall in spore. vivo city. and the GSS really did drive me crazy. Great Singapore Sales. my timing to go singapore cant be any nicer XD actually i dont shop alot as the thing is still damn pricey even after rebate. i did all the shopping in solitude. no company. and hook up with no one. seen quite a few of bloody hot guy. it's a pity all if them are in couple.

as i mentioned, i was shopping all alone in vivo city. had my lunch and dinner alone for the first time in public i think. i felt so empty especially seeing couple having meal in such a sweet way. but i was all alone. crossing the road alone and nearly die. and i kid u not. a stupid camry nearly bumped into me.and someone was still playing badminton happily with dunno who. fuck off. i was not really enjoyed my time in land of kiasu as i was really pissed off.

on the third day i went to ochard road. all alone again. went shopping in few gigantic shopping mall and saw alot of brands which cannot be seen in malaysia. crossing the broad road alone and nearly die again. why i am so suey. i wan a happy life only is it so hard? shopping cannot mend a broken heart. i shopped alot too. and spent an hour in borders. bought "can u keep a secret" by sophie kinsella. a guy sitting beside me. andhe started a conversation with me asked me whether i m japanese as i was reading japanese mag tat time. =.= he had america accent when talking. a guy in his mid twenty. good looking but we just dont click =X

pull and bear, flesh imp

random stuff XD topshop and diva accessories, kose blotter, BOURJOIS blush(as seen in popteen)

I M VAIN. i know.

damn NEWTON

2008-05-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

as newton has his own newton's law of motion, which really baffles me to no end, i have my own mika's law of shopping XD sounds stupid but u better follow.

1. never buy on impulse !
u will soon find out tat it really isnt your cup of tea and eventually it will be ditched at the gloomy corner of your closet or another giveaway.

2. buy something practical.
dont always buy dresses ! if u are a student like me, still studying in a lamey girls' school which are fulll of wrapped-up strolling around, opt for sumthing practical and can be wear to TUITION. buy dress ocassionally or when needed.

3. never buy without trying
wat is so hard for u to enter the fitting room and try on the clothes to ensure the worthiness? except for leggings, i try on all the clothes b4 i buy XD sometimes it's good to see but not really good when u actually wearing it.

4. dun spend a fortune on highstreet brand.
highstreet brand like topshop, f21, esprit, roxy, fcuk is occasional splurge for me. as u can find a clone one in some muar boutique too. buy only if it's really special and value for money. and never miss the season clearence !

this is all i can think of by the time. as i got lots of experience of buying too much clothes and end up giving it away to all my beloved frens XD

2008-05-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

FYI, i went to malaca to have some shopping spree during the big day XD trev even surprise me with my favourite cheesecake at night. i was really touched. thanks for everything.

Birthday bash

2008-05-17T21:28:00.000-07:00

present from trev. it's going to be my next signature perfume XD following the 5th avenue of Elizabeth Arden. thanks. xoxo.

these accessories are cute arent they? each of them only cost rm16. damn cheap and nice purchase from brand outlet. the accessories there really rocks and cheap *winks

the cosmetic and skincare stuff i bought in malacca. abit regret to buy the seikisho from kose. it's a black mask which purify your skin but it's abit harsh for my sensitive and delicate skin XD i totally up in thumbs for the eyeshadow and gel eyeliner from kate. it's long lasting and damn bling bling. bestseller in SASA. the pink powder puff actually got powder inside. just pat it gently and u can see shimmery powder XD

my whole make up range. XD which really cost me a bomb XD RMK foundation damn nice XD the clarins lip perfector is given by sharmin as my 16th bday present. =D i cant live without eyeliner. KATE one.

present from eexuen my dearest cousin which really understand tat i am a anime freak.

HAIZ

2008-05-14T05:22:00.000-07:00

stupid add math really baffles me to no end. freak me out and mess me up. i m really pissed off to the current hectic life. over pressured. i have spent alot of fortune on buying clothes XD floral printed one. omg they are so chio XD i want a LV bag sp badly. i heart em. XD

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING. wish me, people.

alienated

2008-05-02T01:07:00.001-07:00

i feel that i am alienated and neglected whenever in lite class. only ee xuen in the class really bothering wat i m talking. i feel tat i am so different from all of them. they are all very noisy and like bullshiting. are they from a different planet which is zillion miles away with me. or watever. i am not accussing all of them. just some. maybe, some.

speechless

2008-05-01T20:33:00.001-07:00

Jubilee

2008-05-01T06:45:00.000-07:00

cherry jubilee? definately not.
we actually celebrated our one year anniversary on the third of april.

could my life get any worse? i got a pile of things waiting for me to complete, yet i still staring and gazing and building castle in the air and missing the eyeshadow i m going to buy. pls la me. can anyone pls give me the momentum to study.

btw, i joined lite class last week. alots of indian there, and they seem to be enjoying themselves very much lor. so furious. hubbub hubbub and more hubbub. feel like giving them a big tight slap. (racist wakaka.)

take a rest after a hectic week. i went out with my dearest hydra today. (why we call hydra dun ask me ask edwin yeo). i wanna upload the pic. but still the page got some freaking problem which make my pic uploaded couldnt appear as it suppose to be. =( blame blogger.

omgwtf.

2008-04-18T23:57:00.000-07:00

i know. i blog occasionally. that's make most of my blog readers freak out XD but i got too little time but too much things to do!
the horrendous mid year exam is coming. i still got oral test for both BM and BI for me to complete next week. moral kerja kursus have to write report and lots more. wat a hectic form 4 life. wat honeymoon year le. i think ppl is dumb to say f4 is relax. wat the freak.

retail theraphy is very important to keep me from being so stressful XD HOHO. i actually shop quite alot this 2 weeks. i bought two skirt.skirt? since when i am so obssesed to skirt le. haha. one is from MNG. floral printed de. and another is from ayumi XD both are short and chiffon one XD so not my style but still love it XD i also bought a dress which is, again, floral printed XD it is nice to death.

i wanna post some picture but the camera cable is not with me now. so will upload it tmr XD

dungeon.

2008-04-06T00:38:00.000-07:00

now i know wat's call dungeon. it's sabgs, my school !!
i was involved in the Kursus Kepimpinan campaign. which we had to stay in sch for 2 days 1 night. the experience was so horrifying. OMG i wont forget for my life time. we have to sleep on the hard wood floor of the class without any mattress. i have a sleepless night. suffer from insonmia for the whole night. peisi who claimed that she cant sleep without her bed was the one who fall asleep first =.= there were ALOT of mosquito which was irritating me for the whole night.

i still went to the campaign without bringing pail, slipper, towel, shampoo, tikar, blanket, mineral water ( which i tot they are all provided by sch authorities) hehe. thanks alot of ppl who borrow me a long list of things which i didnt bring. well, i did birng my whole range of skincare XD

our meal is always nasi+ayam. without failing for each of the time. i was so frustrated and exasperated when the urusetia splashed us with water which has raw eggs in it, for nothing. OMG. they are all terrible and mean people=.=

when i was back to my home. HOME SWEET HOME. haha. i slept 12 hours continuosly. sharmin says: u are pig ar?. when she called me after i woke up XD

debate

2008-04-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

went for the dabate in st andrew today. st andrew did a really great job and hsm boys are such a rude. wonder why they will win =.= yuan khoon did so well which make me so admire XD my teacher forced me to become debator next year =.=

sometimes i think some, or maybe certain hsm boys are selfish and egoistic. hehe. After the WU celebration BBQ in yuan yeeh house, i found tat they are not a gentlemen=.= which really turns me off. they were enjoying themselves in the aircond room while the sas boys were bbq-ing the food toilfully. wat the heck =.= hence, they are deserved to eat scorched food XD wakaka.

btw, i saw huiyi' mum during the debate. she is the judge. and she carries LV XD

BLA BLA BLA

2008-03-31T07:27:00.001-07:00

i m finally have the mood and keen to blog again XD FINALLY. i know u are waiting =) my new life in the year 2008 is aint so easy. my writing has become abit stiff and not so sponteneous. XD haiz. i had lost alot of chance to jot down my cutey thingy. XD

btw i hate form 4. and i hate the class i m in now. 4science1. i hate it so much. not the ppl. but the kiasu atmosphere of the class. and some more. the teacher like to use the name "4science1" to mock us whenever we fail to submit the homework on time or ponteng bla bla bla. so sarcastic. i intended to be in 4A1. but u know the stupid dumb dumb wrapped-up principle keep creating difficulties for me when i was trying to transfer. fuck them.

my life isn't partially occupied by shopping, it does completely occupied it. XD When my mind wanders in the middle of the day. wat i can think of is shopping XD and Maplestory, an online game which makes me so obsessed and fascinated lately. =P callme childish. XD Kindly meet me in the aquila server, dear maplers XD

and finally SAB won the WU champion. we absolutely and definately deserved it as we had pay awfully much effort in it. To be frank, convent did so well in the decoration, but abt the appropriateness, they have something wrong with it, according to the rotarians. as they are the only few guys who really witnessed the whole exhibiting processes. I LOVE HARAJUKU. =)

Rotarian praised SAB fashion group which i am the group leader. cloud nine XD i was so satisfied with all the thing tat we have done. but still been accused by some ppl for being IRRESPONSIBLE.

i shop alot as usual. and i found tat recently i fond of floral-printed things. XD and the garment i bought recently and so girly XD haha. it's so not my style XD these are the few thing i bought in MARCH. (i only could remember this)

the pink bag are from ayumi. rm 98 =( and i love the chloe XD the accessories are mainly from diva. the floral printed blouse are from roxy and topshop XD the cute checkered cape is from a boutique downstaire of popular. they are having sales and it was only rm27 XD michelle was so sad as this is the last piece XD

revive

2008-03-25T06:48:00.001-07:00

i continue blogging again. and finally my streamyx is fixed XD

i love jellyfish.

2007-10-09T20:51:00.000-07:00

i have killed countless and countless jellyfish. seriously.
haha. i just cant stop eating them. they are so cute and tasty. hohoho. dont forget to check out the peach sorbet in sushi king. it tastes heavenly.
by the way. i bought something today. most importantly the JUNK FOOD tee. gosh it's so cute i can kill it. i bought some nice mask from skin food and face shop too. my face really need a SOS after my sucking exam due to burning the midnight oil for nearly 2 weeks.
we went to malacca. with sharmin and edwin the cute and toot couple. haha. how childish is edwin. trev and edwin are hydra. =D
trev keep nagging me for buying so much but i just ignore him. kept using his citibank card makes me feel so good. hahaha. he also got a JUICY COUTURE and another dunno wat brand but damn nice shirt. he also got himself a salvatore ferragamo perfume. sharmin and edwin bought so many things in skin food until the shop gave them a umbrella as free gift. gosh. will post my new stuff later. i am writing this blog in trev's house and the fucking keyboard so pissed me off.

celebration XD

2007-09-16T23:53:00.000-07:00

me and fellow CHHS students. =)
the guys are twins. they are cute. X)
the girl is CHHS school flower. XD she's much more prettier in the real life. =)
btw. my post in interact is vocational director. XD cheers to me.
the twins are nice. i think most the twins are nice. XD
so do trev =D i have taken some pics with him but they arent so nice.
i complete this blog in nic's house. my connection still sot sot. XD

all about us.

2007-08-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

gone out with sharmin today. our destination is ayumi XD we even reached there before the store opened XD terror. XD i had bought a white belt, a pants, and a clothes. i bought the body shop aloe vera facial cleanser too XD

again we went to trev's house. his house is so nice. we had such a wonderful time there. undoubtedly we had XD ngekngek. initially we planned to go the st.john mp at 4 sumthing but heard from jingqin we cannot come in without uniform. so sad that i missed jingqin drama. =(

we went to Giant about 4 pm. that's all sharmin's fabulous idea. there is so bored and i cant even find a shop which sell nice stuff. we had some food at the dunno what kopitiam. the food and drink is kinda nice =)

new shirt XD

happy X day.

2007-08-03T01:28:00.000-07:00

first of all. happy forth month to my honey =) we been together for four month! these months are such a wonderful time for me. it coloured up my life and makes me a better person. =) i actually bought a bag yesterday. a woven one which is perfect for summer casual wear. the price is the unbelievably 25. omg. no one should miss it. XD omg my room is currently like a pasar malam now. selling some fashion goods at times XD

drop the subject. i actually hate some kind of guy. who is very niggard. they suck. that kind of guy is like never give anything to anyone and even his girlfriend. the worst is, after he break up with his girlfriend, he even ask the very unlucky exgirlfriend for the (only) thing that he gave to his girlfriend. mean that he wants the thing back from his exgf. he even order the girl to gave him back the thing by the times he sets. is okay for the girl to give him back the thing coz a stupid ipod is so damn cheap. but he thinks that everyone is as free as him? why dun he tell her earlier. he thinks that everything must turn out on his way. this is wat we call selfish and stingy and like to take advantage on ppl. no way.